work..

i thot coming back after a 10 month absence, the company might have change a little...i guess not! its back to slavery......i find myself struggling to wake up at 5 am in the morning to finish up some work....i guess its back to old habits aye....sigh!!!...ohh soo tiring..i was talking to a fren on the phone last nite..whinning and naggin..and this is what she said i quote 'well u dah elok elok jadik nyonya, pastu gatal nak kerja saper suruh...so dont complain"...duch!!! well im not complaining but its i was just expressing my feelings...:D.

it doesn't help when ure at work and u get called from your yummy frens asking u out for lunch or coffee and ure stuck at work...arghhh!!!...i so miss that! yesterday....my tai-tai buddy called me in a middle of the afternoon from the bag shop...and she was going on on about it asked me to come have a look....and im like...'Maria..sorry but im at work"....she had totally forgot that i've started work. :)..but besides that they have been very supportive...thanks babes...

so far work is ok, but since i have totally blocked everything i know and remember from work to make space for my recipes and my tai-tai activities, i must say im a bit rusty, but coming back to work..slowly im remembering stuff that i use to know..and i guess its all takes time..i just hope i remember them all..kekekekeke....
work will pick up soon..and i will be doing the graveyard shifts..just like on the rig!....biggest concerns...bubbles...insyallah will have this sorted out...like caveman said..we will have to bear with it for at least 6 months....what happens after 6 months...jeng je jeng...i have no idea...i hope good stuff!


its funny working with caveman again...its been 2 yrs since we were in the same base..lunching together and etc so it nice but still abit strange!
the office itself...its pretty sad...small and cramped, the new base is being built so they say...but i still see a flat piece of land with nothing on it, co workers are ok so far everyone seems to be nice and i hope they will take me in as apart of their team!

thats my week so far....i pray that Allah.s.wt gives me the strength to face the challenges in life and keep me focus on my beloved family..as i know i will need a lot of guidances spiritually and mentality to have the balance i need...amin.