my biscuit is gone again....send him off this morning at 5.30am...sigh we had a arguments last nite, something small that became big and i wish it didn't happen...we hardly fight or argue..mostly just lips bashing then were cool. But this time it was different we fought! so this morning i watch him pack his things and waited for the rite time apologize and we both did..it was very silly to have that fight and after sleeping over it we realise that we were both just silly..at least i was.....so sending him off today was abit emotional..i didn't want to let him go..i missed him already...
This time he will be going for 3 weeks....at least he will be with his so called BF...yes my hubby have a BF...an Iraqi BF...hahahha bizarre ain't it...well they are not actually BF BF ..but they are very close...it all started 5 yrs back in Kemaman and they have been together ever since. I would say he was responsible for us being here....i never forgave him for that!!!...early morning one day sometime in Jan 2007, i was sleeping..and i got a call from Mohammad Hashim ( the BF ) from Cairo..
this is what i remember from that conversation...
BF: Hi noreena...how are you? where is sharizal????
Me: im fine..where are you?? sharizal....i dont know..i think he is still in Vietnam...why???
BF: Listen....he has to come back rite.....u guys are coming to Cairo..
Me: What!!!!..what what....what do u mean were going to Cairo???
BF: They wanted someone who can run all this tools and i told him the best guy is sharizal..so they are going to bring him here..
Me: "silence in dazed"
BF: Tell him to call me back when he gets back ok....sorry to wake u up...
ME: OK...
BF: Thanks noreena...bye see u in cairo!Tup!
end of conversation... i went back to sleep still in dazed n confuse.It seems like a dream..anyway..i totally forgot about it rite...until one day m hubby called and guess what.." sayang, im going to cairo on loan....dont worry its only for a few jobs" rite then....i remember that phone call...ahhh muhammad hashim..what have u done!!!.
so we are 1 year later...in Cairo! i cant say its all that bad..i kinda like living here...of course the start was always hard but now its ok...i have frens that are now like my family...i know my dry cleaning guy...my grocery man..my threading lady..and fav ustaz..and alot of other things...D..cairo has grown on me...:D
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sigh. its hard to explain.. but it happens. i can sense it in my future cave as well. why a? my mom said it never happened to her.. or other ahli2 Bakat (LOL).
is it because we're still connected to em, via phones, txt, email, ym.. so we argue ,based on the future physical absence being the underlying reason?
or is it because we basically want the final attention before their attention moves to their BF (mine has 1 too) or mesin2 yg takleh bercakap?
dun get it? me neither. hehehe!
hahaha....looks like were in the same boat darlin!!
its hard to explain...i still dont understand either and dont know if i will ever understand it..:P.
sigh!!!.....sigh!!!!....
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