Sunday, October 4, 2009

Its been a long time since..

Looking at my last entree ...I'm ashamed of myself. Its been 4 months since i wrote anything here and that 4 months passes by like a bee...this year is almost gone. This year by far being the most traumatic year of my life so far. This year i have been tested in different ways..from the promotions,pregnancy,caveman,baby lulu,bubbles and then the job cut...i have 2 months to go in this year and I'm wondering...whats next?could i handle another test? insyallah...

Yes..i have been laid off from work..5 days before hari raya..awesome innit? completely throw my raya off..and if it was not for my family, i think raya will probably be me sleeping it off. It took me a while to realise that i no longer had a job...a job that i love doing despite of the pll i work with..a job that i spend more time with then my own family...a job that i had for almost 7 years almost all of my friends are from the company and i meet caveman through the company...all that is gone when they decided that i was too much of a cost to bear..is this fair? then again...in business its all about the cost isn't it? For days i keep asking myself...didn't i work hard enough?? what could i have done to secure my job?? Was it becoz i was on maternity leave and had a baby?? I don't know, or maybe it was time to move on, maybe it was sign for me to look for something new or change my life since my life seems to have been revolving around work and not the other way around. i believe in faith and if this is where faith takes me...then i accept.

So i have decided that i will take a year off evaluate life and nurture what i have.

I hope its not to late " Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin " to my love ones..

11 comments:

Suhana said...

Noreena Ahmad Murad,
Be strong & be yourself.
Your friends would not ditch you, for sure! :-)

Hugs!

Fieran said...

It must be tough to go through so many things in a year. Say, you wouldn't happen to be born in the chinese zodiac year of the rat, would you? I have had a pretty strange year too..

Anyway, I'll tell you what a lot of people told me when I had to give up my dream job - when one door closes, another door will open.

You never know..

alfian and zaza said...

you are a strong woman and that orang batu is very lucky to have you.

this year off will be an excellent time to pour all your love to baby lulu and bubbles. :)


hugs,
alfian and zaza

ps: jgn lupa call bila balik cuti. :)

a yummy mummy handbook said...

fieran...thanks for the support. I hope everything works out for u and enjoy your trip back home!

a yummy mummy handbook said...

Pian & Zaza..nice raya picture its very the proper, if only i can get org batu take pictures like that it would be a miracle!..thanks for the support...:) of coz i will let u know when we are in malaysia truly asia :)

theadams said...

Darling,

What I can say is, its their lost, not you! U deserves something better....just hang in there k.
Muaahhs.

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Mira said...

Alaaa...There is no us in the hari raya picture anymore..sedihnya! we didnt get to celebrate hari raya tahun ni...miss u guys!

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